I hate men.

3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone
30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill (Bury Me)
311 - Amber
311 - Love Song
A Perfect Circle - Judith
A Perfect Circle - Weak and Powerless
AFI - Miss Murder
AFI - Silver and Cold
Against Me! - Stop!
Against Me! - Thrash Unreal
Airborne Toxic Event - Sometime Around Midnight
Alexisonfire - Accidents
Alexisonfire - Boiled Frogs
Alexisonfire - Born and Raised
Alexisonfire - This Could Be Anywhere in the World
Alexisonfire - To A Friend
Alexisonfire - Young Cardinals
Alice in Chains - Check my Brain
Alien Ant Farm - Smooth Criminal
Angels and Airwaves - The Adventure
Apocalyptica feat. Adam Gontier - I Don't Care
Arcade Fire - Keep the Car Running
Arcade Fire - Neighbourhood # 3 (Power Out)
Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)
Arcade Fire - Wake Up
Arctic Monkeys - Fake Tales of San Francisco
Arctic Monkeys - I Bet You Look Good on the Dancefloor
Arkells - Ballad of Hugo Chavez
Arkells - Oh, The Boss is Coming!
Ashes Divide - The Stone
Ataris - Boys of Summer
Attack in Black - Young Leaves
Audioslave - Be Yourself
Audioslave - Cochise
Audioslave - Doesn't Remind Me
Audioslave - I am the Highway
Audioslave - Like a Stone
Audioslave - Original Fire
Audioslave - Out of Exile
Audioslave - Show me how to Live
Auf Der Mar - Followed the Waves
Bad Religion - Sorrow
Basement Jaxx - Where's Your Head At
Beastie Boys - Ch-check it Out
Beck - E-Pro
Beck - Girl
Beck - Nausea
Bedouin Soundclash - Gyasi Went Home
Bedouin Soundclash - Shelter
Bedouin Soundclash - St. Andrews
Bedouin Soundclash - Until We Burn in the Sun (The Kids just want a Love Song)
Bedouin Soundclash - Walls Fall Down
Bedouin Soundclash - When the Night Feels my Song
Bif Naked - I Love myself Today
Billy Talent - Devil in a Midnight Mass
Billy Talent - Devil on my Shoulder
Billy Talent - Fallen Leaves
Billy Talent - Nothing to Lose
Billy Talent - Red Flag
Billy Talent - River Below
Billy Talent - Rusted from the Rain
Billy Talent - Surrender
Billy Talent - The Ex
Billy Talent - This Suffering
Billy Talent - Try Honesty
Black Keys - Strange Times
Blink-182 - Down
Blink-182 - Feeling This
Blink-182 - First Date
Blink-182 - I Miss You
Blink-182 - Stay Together for the Kids
Blink-182 - The Rock Show
Bloc Party - Banquet
Blue October - Hate Me
Box Car Racer - I Feel So
Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades
Bravery - An Honest Mistake
Bravery - Believe
Breaking Benjamin - So Cold
Breaking Benjamin - The Diary of Jane
Broken Social Scene - 7/4 (Shoreline)
Broken Social Scene - Cause=Time
Cage the Elephant - Ain't no Rest for the Wicked
Cake - Love You Madly
Cake - No Phone
Cake - Short Skirt/Long Jacket
Champion - Alive Again
Champion - No Heaven
Chevelle - Send the Pain Below
Chevelle - The Red
City & Colour - Comin' Home
City & Colour - Save your Scissors
City & Colour - Sleeping Sickness
City & Colour - The Girl
City & Colour - Waiting...
Coldplay - Clocks
Coldplay - Fix You
Coldplay - God put a Smile upon Your Face
Coldplay - In My Place
Coldplay - Lost!
Coldplay - Speed of Sound
Coldplay - Talk
Coldplay - The Scientist
Coldplay - Trouble
Coldplay - Violet Hill
Coldplay - Viva La Vida
Coldplay - Yellow
Crazy Town - Butterfly
Creed - With Arms Wide Open
Custom - Hey Mister
Cypress Hill - Superstar
Dandy Warhols - Bohemian Like You
Dandy Warhols - We Used to Be Friends
Danko Jones - Bounce
Darkness - I Believe in a Thing Called Love
Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
Death Cab for Cutie - Cath...
Death Cab for Cutie - Crooked Teeth
Death Cab for Cutie - I Will Possess Your Heart
Death Cab for Cutie - Meet me on the Equinox
Death Cab for Cutie - Soul Meets Body
Death from Above 1979 - Blood on Our Hands
Death From Above 1979 - Romantic Rights
Default - Deny
Default - Taking my Life Away
Default - Wasting My Time
Deftones - Change (In the House of Flies)
Depeche Mode - Precious
Depeche Mode - Wrong
Die Mannequin - Bad Medicine
Die Mannequin - Do It Or Die
Disturbed - Inside the Fire
Eagles of Death Metal - Wannabe in L.A.
Eddie Vedder - Hard Sun
Eddie Vedder - You've Got to Hide Your Love Away
Eminem - Lose Yourself
Eminem - Stan
Eminem - Without Me
Evanescence - Bring me to Life
Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober
Evanescence - Going Under
Finger Eleven - Absent Elements
Finger Eleven - Falling On
Finger Eleven - First Time
Finger Eleven - Good Times
Finger Eleven - One Thing
Finger Eleven - Paralyzer
Finger Eleven - Talking to the Walls
Flatliners - This Respirator
Foo Fighters - All My Life
Foo Fighters - Best of You
Foo Fighters - D.O.A
Foo Fighters - Let it Die
Foo Fighters - Long Road to Ruin
Foo Fighters - No Way Back
Foo Fighters - The Pretender
Foo Fighters - Times like These
Foo Fighters - Wheels
Foxboro Hot Tubs - Mother Mary
Franz Ferdinand - Do You Want To?
Franz Ferdinand - No You Girls
Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
Franz Ferdinand - The Fallen
Franz Ferdinand - This Fire
Franz Ferdinand - Ulysses
Fratellis - Flathead
Garbage - Why do You Love Me?
Gaslight Anthem - The '59 Sound
Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
Gob - Give Up the Grudge
Gob - I Hear you Calling
Gob - Ming Tran
Goldfinger - Counting the Days
Gorillaz - 19-2000
Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood
Gorillaz - Dare
Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
Green Day - 21 Guns
Green Day - American Idiot
Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Green Day - Holiday
Green Day - Jesus of Suburbia
Green Day - Know Your Enemy
Green Day - Minority
Green Day - She's a Rebel
Green Day - Wake me Up when September Ends
Green Day - Warning
Guns N' Roses - Chinese Democracy
Hard-Fi - Cash Machine
Hives - Hate To Say I Told You So
Hives - Walk Idiot Walk
Hoobastank - Crawling in the Dark
Hoobastank - The Reason
Hostage Life - This Song Was Written By a Committee
Hot Hot Heat - Bandages
Hot Hot Heat - Goodnight Goodnight
Hot Hot Heat - Middle of Nowhere
Hot Hot Heat - No, Not Now
Illscarlett - Heaters
Illscarlett - Nothing Special
Illscarlett - One-A
Illscarlett - Take it For Granted
Incubus - Anna Molly
Incubus - Dig
Incubus - Drive
Incubus - Megalomaniac
Incubus - Nice to Know You
Incubus - Stellar
Incubus - Wish You Were Here
Interpol - Slow Hands
Interpol - The Heinrich Maneuver
Jack Johnson - Sitting, Waiting, Wishing
Jane's Addiction - Just Because
Jay-Z/Linkin Park - Numb/Encore
Jay-Z/Linkin Park - Points of Authority/99 Problems/One Step Closer
Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl?
Jet - Cold Hard Bitch
Jimmy Eat World - Big Casino
Jimmy Eat World - Pain
Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness
Jimmy Eat World - The Middle
Johnny Cash - Hurt
K-OS - Born To Run
K-OS - Crabbuckit
K-OS - Crucial
K-OS - Man I Used to Be
K-OS - Sunday Morning
Kaiser Chiefs - I Predict a Riot
Kasabian - Club Foot
Keane - Somewhere only we Know
Killers - All These Things That I've Done
Killers - Human
Killers - Mr. Brightside
Killers - Read My Mind
Killers - Somebody Told Me
Killers - Spaceman
Killers - When You Were Young
Kings of Leon - Notion
Kings of Leon - Sex on Fire
Kings of Leon - Use Somebody
KoRn - Twisted Transistor
KoRn - Word Up!
Lenny Kravitz - Dig In
Lenny Kravitz - Lady
Limblifter - Ariel Vs. Lotus
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff
Limp Bizkit - My Way
Limp Bizkit - Rollin'
Limp Bizkit - Take a Look Around
Linkin Park - Bleed it Out
Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit
Linkin Park - Crawling
Linkin Park - Faint
Linkin Park - Given Up
Linkin Park - In the End
Linkin Park - Lying From You
Linkin Park - New Divide
Linkin Park - Numb
Linkin Park - One Step Closer
Linkin Park - Shadow of the Day
Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
Linkin Park - What I've Done
Louis XIV - Finding Out True Love is Blind
M.I.A. - Paper Planes
Marilyn Manson - Mobscene
Marilyn Manson - Personal Jesus
Marilyn Manson - Tainted Love
Mars Volta - The Widow
Matthew Good - Alert Status Red
Matthew Good - Born Losers
Matthew Good - I'm a Window
Matthew Good - In Love with a Bad Idea
Matthew Good - Last Parade
Matthew Good - Oh Be Joyful
Matthew Good Band - Strange Days
Metallica - St. Anger
Metallica - The Day That Never Comes
Metric - Combat Baby
Metric - Dead Disco
Metric - Gimme Sympathy
Metric - Help I'm Alive
Metric - Monster Hospital
MGMT - Kids
MGMT - Time to Pretend
Mobile - Out Of My Head
Moby - Porcelain
Moby - South Side
Modest Mouse - Dashboard
Modest Mouse - Float On
Muse - Hysteria
Muse - Starlight
Muse - Supermassive Black Hole
Muse - Time is Running Out
Muse - Uprising
Music - Take the Long Road and Walk It
Music - The People
My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade
Neverending White Lights - Always
Neverending White Lights - The Grace
New Pornographers - Mass Romantic
New Pornographers - Use it
Nickelback - How You Remind Me
Nickelback - Someday
Nine Inch Nails - Capital G
Nine Inch Nails - Discipline
Nine Inch Nails - Only
Nine Inch Nails - The Hand That Feeds
Nirvana - You Know You're Right
No Doubt - Ex-Girlfriend
No Doubt - Hella Good
Oasis - Lyla
Oasis - The Hindu Times
Oasis - The Shock of the Lightning
Offspring - Hammerhead
Offspring - Want You Bad
Offspring - You're Gonna Go Far, Kid
One Day as a Lion - Wild International
Our Lady Peace - In Repair
Our Lady Peace - Innocent
Our Lady Peace - Life
Our Lady Peace - Somewhere Out There
OutKast - Hey Ya!
P.O.D. - Alive
P.O.D. - Youth of the Nation
Papa Roach - Getting Away with Murder
Papa Roach - Last Resort
Pearl Jam - Life Wasted
Pearl Jam - The Fixer
Pearl Jam - World Wide Suicide
Peter, Bjorn and John - Young Folks
Phoenix - 1901
Pilot Speed - Into Your Hideout
Powderfinger - My Happiness
Puddle of Mudd - Blurry
Puddle of Mudd - She Hates Me
Puscifer - Queen B
Queens of the Stone Age - Go with the Flow
Queens of the Stone Age - Little Sister
Queens of the Stone Age - Make it Wit Chu
Queens of the Stone Age - No One Knows
Queens of the Stone Age - Sick, sick, sick
Raconteurs - Salute Your Solution
Raconteurs - Steady, As She Goes
Radiohead - Bodysnatchers
Radiohead - There There
Rage Against the Machine - Renegades of Funk
Rage Against the Machine - Sleep Now in the Fire
Rage Against the Machine - Testify
Rancid - Fall Back Down
Rancid - Last One to Die
Red Hot Chili Peppers - By the Way
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Can't Stop
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Dani California
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Snow (Hey Oh)
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Tell Me Baby
Rise Against - Audience of One
Rise Against - Prayer of the Refugee
Rise Against - Re-Education (Through Labour)
Rise Against - Ready to Fall
Rise Against - Savior
Rise Against - Swing Life Away
Rise Against - The Good Left Undone
Salads - Get Loose
Sam Roberts - Bridge to Nowhere
Sam Roberts - Brother Down
Sam Roberts - Don't Walk Away Eileen
Sam Roberts - Fixed to Ruin
Sam Roberts - Hard Road
Sam Roberts - The Gate
Sam Roberts - Them Kids
Sam Roberts - Where Have All the Good People Gone?
Seether - Fine Again
Seether - Remedy
Seether feat. Amy Lee - Broken
Serj Tankian - Empty Walls
Silversun Pickups - Lazy Eye
Silversun Pickups - Panic Switch
Silversun Pickups - Substitution
Slipknot - Duality
Sloan - All Used Up
Sloan - Believe in Me
Sloan - If It Feels Good Do It
Sloan - The Other Man
Sloan - The Rest of my Life
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Snow Patrol - Run
Social Code - Beautiful
Social Distortion - Far Behind
Social Distortion - Reach for the Sky
Spiral Beach - Made of Stone
Staind - It's Been Awhile
Staind - Outside
Stars - Take me to the Riot
Stills - Still in Love Song
Stone Temple Pilots - All In The Suit That You Wear
Stone Temple Pilots - Days of the Week
Streets - Fit but you know it
Strokes - 12:51
Strokes - Hard To Explain
Strokes - Last Nite
Strokes - Reptilia
Strokes - Someday
Subways - Rock & Roll Queen
Sum 41 - Fat Lip
Sum 41 - Hell Song
Sum 41 - In Too Deep
Sum 41 - Makes No Difference
Sum 41 - Motivation
Sum 41 - Over My Head (Better off Dead)
Sum 41 - Pieces
Sum 41 - Still Waiting
Sum 41 - We're All To Blame
Switchfoot - Meant To Live
System of a Down - Aerials
System of a Down - B.Y.O.B
System of a Down - Chop Suey!
System of a Down - Toxicity
The Tragically Hip - In View
The Tragically Hip - Love is a First
The Tragically Hip - My Music @ Work
The Tragically Hip - Vaccination Scar
Them Crooked Vultures - New Fang
Theory of a Deadman - No Surprise
Theory of a Deadman - Nothing Could Come Between Us
Thornley - Come Again
Thornley - So Far So Good
Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become
Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You
Three Days Grace - Just Like You
Three Days Grace - Never Too Late
Tim Armstrong - Into Action
Tokyo Police Club - Nature of the Experiment
Tokyo Police Club - Tessellate
Tool - Lateralus
Tool - Parabola
Tool - Schism
Tool - The Pot
Tool - Vicarious
Transplants - Diamonds and Guns
TRAPT - Headstrong
Travis - Why Does it Always Rain on Me?
Treble Charger - American Psycho
Treble Charger - Brand New Low
Treble Charger - Hundred Million
Trews - Not Ready to Go
Trews - So She's Leaving
U.S.S. - Hollowpoint Sniper Hyperbole
U.S.S. - Laces Out
U2 - All Because of You
U2 - Beautiful Day
U2 - City of Blinding Lights
U2 - Elevation
U2 - Vertigo
U2 - Walk On
Velvet Revolver - Fall to Pieces
Velvet Revolver - Slither
Vines - Get Free
Weakerthans - The Reasons
Weezer - Beverly Hills
Weezer - Hash Pipe
Weezer - Island in the Sun
Weezer - Perfect Situation
Weezer - Pork and Beans
Weezer - Troublemaker
White Stripes - Blue Orchid
White Stripes - Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground
White Stripes - Fell in Love with a Girl
White Stripes - Icky Thump
White Stripes - Seven Nation Army
White Stripes - The Denial Twist
White Stripes - The Hardest Button to Button
White Stripes - You Don't Know What Love Is (You Just Do As You're Told)
Wintersleep - Weighty Ghost
Wolfmother - Woman
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

I was up until 4am last night because I got into a horribly trying fight/breakdown with someone.
It's been a bad week.
Then this morning I found out that a relative of theirs passed away.
As the day passes away I may be more contactable/free but for now my time chaotic and my mind is exploding.
So please keep it to emergencies only.